Generation Zombie

I am not one for crying but it kind of seems appropriate now because I love irony but now I am its victim and I am very not happy

I drew the best fucking thing I have drawn in months and as I was about to save my program crashed on me

ahHAHAHAHAHAHA

i tried to draw and all i managed is this

Is it only when you draw to show someone or drawing in private just for you? I get crazy nervous and anxious when people watch me draw or i show something personal for the first time.

Drawing just for me, I’d say, because I don’t properly draw anything for other people that is more than a 5-minute-doodle. For me the simple act of drawing, not matter what, for what, or for whom, has just gotten incredibly stressful, but at the same time, it makes me anxious when I don’t draw, so I’m kinda fucked.

I have that problem too. I get anxiety right before i post anything explicit. :(

The issue is just that I get anxiety the second I pick up my pen to draw
or
just look at the canvas/blank paper

DON’T FEEL BAD

KIND OF HARD NOT TO BECAUSE IT’S LITERALLY LIKE
“hey i think i want to draw this thing”
*picks up pen*
“wow no”
I AM SORRY

I just really want MadaHashi smut and to be able to draw without feeling bad

haha I’m not the anon but I feel this way about you and a few other people in the HashiMada fandom ^_^’

Naw ;A; but seriously I am a fucking nerd with 5 friends who is kind of incapable of proper conversation, I do not know just how enjoyable a convo with me would be ;_;

i want to talk to you but don't know what to say so just know someone wanted to talk to you very badly
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Man it’s okay like I’d probably talk enough for three people cause all I ever do in conversations is rambling about super irrelevant stuff OTL
I am quite flattered though that you wish to talk to me so badly! ;u;

Managed my first proper doodle in two or three days! ;u;

Managed my first proper doodle in two or three days! ;u;